where hate turns into love.

i only like guys that are special.

i don't choose guys by weighing my worth.

but then again, i always wonder my worth.

humans, afterall, are curious.

___what kind of guys do i like...

confident, yet not too confident...

humble

independent..yet not so much so that we don't speak to each other for days..

caring..yet cared in the way allowing me to learn, not depend

and other really miscellanous stuff.

i think it's ages since anyone really cared, really really cared.

*names have been changed to anonymity.

I CAN'T SPELL OK?

at least i know bout the shit of the world.alot ppl are just so ERR.

school is so absolutely boring.

and the whole class is getting sick q:

btw there are 3 tissue girls of 201.me sheryl and jamie.((:

just to add on no maoliangliang class week 3 to week 9. 6 weeks=(X everytime maoliangliang is mentioned shirley will shoot me that THAT look.oh come on.he's not the only guy i admire.i really wanna do chinese drama):i really wanna be xishi):

SCHOOL SUCKS.

no?

physics seems to be a little easier if the topic is ENERGY.i was SO TOTALLY HIGH and laughing at myself coz mrs wong kept mentioning energy.bring back memories during p6 when mrs wee taught energy whenever she say energy got few heads sure turn back look at me.

SIGH~

why are all the good men taken?

you know, because i was sick, i had to eat just porridge.

and because i just ate porridge...

i almost fainted of hunger and lack of iron.

i do not have the strength to stand or sit for more than 30 secs.

everything was BLACK.

and tis morning i almost fell in the bus and bled to death probably.i dun even have the strength to grab the handle.

i was so on the verge to scream for my parents to call the hospital so that i could have the glucose drip.

and u promised to visit me.

we will all be very very very happy.

myohmy.match made in heaven.mature and manly ahdi(oOoOo m&m!) with the chio and clever and hyper and cheerful and(blahblahblah)iris.i am full of praises for iris!coz she's a real nice girl.

ahaha.can u imagine?how would the chatty iris talk to the quiet ahdi.but then again ahdi will be so leng and make iris laugh until she can't stop.

lol.i am being such a kaypo.

AHAHAHA.IT'S XU4JI2 OF MY DREAM CAN!seeing energy getting married and have kids.(Xhow wonderful.

ZHANG SHU WEI!!!!!!!u are the only one left!!!!!!time to jiayou!!!!!!hahah buden i think if i don't stop screaming for you everyday you will still be horribly single.

OOPS.

haha.of coz i wanna hold my shuwei as long as i can lar~before my prince charming comes riding on an elephant.

but i doubt tt'll happen):

i am feeling very horrible___*

thigh aches.

stomach cramps.

diarrehoe____how to spell?

cough.

red spots all around my throat_____the doctor say luckily i went to him if not they would all have become ulcers.(i don't want ulcers in my throat!!!)

blocked nose.

fever.

headache.

want to puke.

e dumb thing is im allergic to the high fever medicine.WALAO.

why i will sick until like that???

i am wasting my whole weekend again lor.IGOTSOMUCHHOMEWORKCAN!!!!!!and all i can do is just sleep away 14 hours of my day.

and all i can eat is stupid porridge.I AM SO FREAKINGLY HUNGRY.I WANT TO EAT MEAT LOVER'S PIZZA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i couldnt move.just popped 2 panadol cold relief and went to sleep.

NOW-at least im not BURNING at 38.9 and can think.sleep does magics.

dingzhiyong always have energy on his mind can!!(X

and his blog posts makes me wanna talk bout nkf too.

my family hasn't been donating to any organisations after my VERYKIND brother dialled the president's challenge $100 hotline twice.

and insider's news is that not all nkf patients receive donation.i think, only if ur income is less than $1000 and then u're given prob $200 a month?what kinda shit money is that?u can't even afford the handle of a gold-plated tap.

ok, so the condo and car is sponsored.can i ask if the eggs are sponsored?u know those eggs-can feed duno how many patients who can't afford food?

acrobatic or daring stunts are fine-ok?but please don't waste food.

ok, ARE THE ADVERTISEMENTS SPONSORED THEN?u know those graphics..aren't cheap.and its bombarding everywhere.which is so freakingly irritating.

nvm.i lost interest in nkf years ago.

but mrs gct.i didn't know you were such a FU1YAN2 person.

for once houzi said something correct.nkf should be renamed gkf-global kidney foundation.since durai said that nkf is a global company and its neccessary of the gold tap and $2000 water closet.

WUSHUANG JUST REMINDED ME THAT THE NEXT MAOLIANGLIANG LESSON IS ON WEEK 7..WHICH IS 4 WHOLE WEEKS LATER.WHICH IS ONE WHOLE MONTH.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

I WANT MAOLIANGLIANG LESSON I WANT MAOLIANGLIANG LESSON.why did the judo comps have to be on tues!!!why must week 5 be sabbatical week??I WANT MAOLIANGLIANG LESSON!!!!!!GIVE ME MY MAOLIANGLIANG LESSON!!

wushy and shirl say they think maoliangliang wants me to be xishi.I REALLY WANT TO BE!!!!coz of the 4 beauties i like xishi the best!!

ystd really dun wanna leave school..coz i jus finished cip with the tcil peeps(first time weird experience with ppl with iq abit lower than average)and i watched the FOA's grand concert rehersal in the audi.

UURGH.i am envious of ppl who can dance.AND I'M TOKING BOUT U. U SHIRLEY LEE MEIYING.go away and don't dance infront of me><

gary tang was giving instructions and some IDIOTIC,i repeat IDIOTIC sec1 went like what is his problem.CONGRATULATIONS.U JUST RECEIVED A COLD STARE FROM ME U BRAINLESS KID.luckily her friend told her that's his job.he is a good producer.and producer is one of my careers in consideration.there are alot of things in the world u still duno dear sec1s..

and while the rehersal was coming on busily in the audi, there was lion dance somewhere..sound testing for dance nite at quadrangle..the whole school's like so busy.

i didn't know why i actually went for extra lesson with 2 crammed up legs and a crammed up abdomen.like got tis force pulling me(Xand i actually managed to finished 90 squats without dying!

sir lemme sparred with orange belt girl.actually i was pretty clearminded.am even able to analyse that she didn't block left so i kept turning kick left side.and she didn't block my attacks.all i see is that big red eye i wanna attack.i was getting aggressive and almost started pushing her-which is not allowed q: she was only defending, so i was kinda unscathed(woohoo, considering i sparred w/o gear)and her kicks quite slow, can just move back.

whhee~what a great learning experience.learnt how to tie gear too.but i got advantage lar..and i only like used simple punches and turning kicks..

i really can't walk now.i wanna join in FOA activities leh..but i sick until im shivering.feeling very very very cold.

why do i have to go for math tuition..i don't want....

baocheng just walked past in her lolita.

*wails* SHUWEI.

*names have been changed to protect the privacy of the personnel.

i am so envious.

sc lab was funny today.while mrs wong tries very hard to balance her metre rule on the stupid pivot, we're there trying to roll weights on the ruler.and yiting is continuously reshaping her blob of plasticine.shirley is even worse, putting her hand under the tap and let the water flow.....don't we remind u of kindergarten kids?

when will all the damn projects end.

SOME F***ING GUY KEPT LOOKING AT ME.

shuwei save me><.

their costumes this year were far better than the previous previous.this set was as fantastic as the others.

WAIT!i have to declare this is NOT i take one.CHAO MENG.yinyue take de.only she will know how to take tis kinda pic(X

kunda singing tiankongmeiyouxiayu.NICE.

EVEN THE GUARD IS AMUSED BY ENERGY!!!

hee.aiwujiwu.do you know how mr cruzteng ding zhiyong loves energy? - http://cruzteng.blogspot.com

i miss my orange lightstick):now whenever i take a pen or something i will start swaying.

actually come to think of it, sitting row 1 won't be fun coz u can't stand and be crazy coz all e ppl around you are vips (X

being at my section no fun too): coz nobody will stand.haha.

i really had fun.and i will love energy energy forever forever.

it has been so long, so much liao.it just quietly, ended, happily.

ahdi, shuwei, niunai, kunda will all be hopeful.we, the fans will be hopeful too((:

i really don't like school now.i want to work.

i received my first 30 bucks i earned.not bad justina.

suddenly i feel lonely..

i want ribena.

we made spaghetti during home econs today..i was partnering ning.((:it was nice(:

it was the best day of my life.

i watched energy concert!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

never in my whole life would expect myself queuing up to get my cd autographed, and shook their hands, and never in my whole damned up life expect myself be at energy's concert.ENERGY CONCERT.

it wasnt some lousy seating can.it was the premier seat tix lor.the centre of SIS.

really gotta thank yinyue and her friends.it was actually maple's tix i took coz maple was having fever.

while i was queuing at the premier entrance, i saw leon lai.yes!that guy from superstar!and i was having beginner's luck coz e guard lemme bring in both my BOTTLE and my CAMERA.

yinyue's friend who got us the premier tix was sitting at row 1!!!!!!!!!!!!!!then while yinyue was chatting there, some tattooed guy appeared.SYLVESTER SIM.and he walked past me 3 times to get to his seat at row 1.then there was this slight commotion and the guard start chasing ppl away from row 1.ahaha.i was lucky.

well, i sat down on my seat for less than 5 mins, and i nvr touched that chair anymore.coz yinyue was bringing me running round the whole premier section.at first the stupid guards chased us back.but he couldn't control in the end, so we(and that time autograph session meet de frens) were standing and jumping infront of the aile at our seating sect-so that was station 1.

station 2 was more risky-row 10.80% u can stand safely there.at first tis fat guard kept asking me to go back, buden i think he switched duties, then e oth guard lemme stand there.there was once tis guard ask me to go back, so i went into row 10, and fake tt seat was mine.why they so irritating one??station 2 when lights on for clothes change we hafta dash all e way back to our sect and grab an empty seat.buden row 10 shuang lar, can see energy's eyes nose and mouth.

station 1 more fun lar actually.u dance, jump, sing no guard will chase you.then our whole sect hor, EVERYBODY SIT DOWN LOR.confirm not energy fan one, let those eg fans with normal tix take ur seats lor!

the following may not be 100% correct.i am sOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOo high-still can rmb so much.not bad already.

energy's opening song was tianyudi, but i was too busy finding a spot, then wuxiekeji, tuimolu, shenmetaidu.then they talk, sing mounianmouyuemouyitian, yanleideweidao, dierciaishangni.

clothes change then sang hey you, come on, fangshou, one love.clothes change?wo tingjian tianshi gechang, yizhidaozuihou, chuangyueyiguangnian, everything in my heart(here they threw balls, then linwei got a shuwei autographed one.ohgod.i want it.)geinidege, missing you, yongyuanbushuozaijian.

the above chunk of songs all can make me cry, i almost did, but i didn't.(jasmine tan!!the fact that i didn't cry is good not lousy.it's suppose to be a happy occasion.)

after tt they talk, funny stuff, like wad's their fave eg song, then playing afool on stage until e guard oso wanna laugh can!

ahaha.shant tell u wad they tok.reserved for ppl who attended the concert!

after niunai appeared with this hot babe, then sang yeah.half-way he took off his jacket.woah~he actually got the guts to do tt.but he got good body(X then yinyue go and use my cam and took a chao MENG pic which i won't described here.I DUNO HOW SHE TOOK IT MANN..

ahdi sang unplug wangfei's hongdou and zhangxueyou's ta lai ting wode yanchanghui with a guitarist.VERY VERY NICE.

shuwei appeared with a keyboard.the whole chunk infront duno wad he singing, he sang all e notes all wrong.but the chorus was very very very nice.my princess-he write one leh!!

kunda is yazhou.obvious he will sing wad lar-tiankongmeiyouxiayu.but he sing until very nice.and they were playing nandingeer video behind on e screen.

then they jianghua, ahhaha.and do funny stuff.while they clothes change got tis video with them teaching us how to dance.

then they appeared chao colourful, ahdi was e dj then i tink e whole atmosphere was like clubbing(maybe lar.im underaged lor)then dancing to got to be real, ra-men song, live it up.the dance was for ra-men then its so fun!ahha!u see the whole SIS dancing.wah really dancing.

then they tok again.gonna finish le.sang women, duoaiwoyitian.ahdi couldn't finish the song.then ppl start shouting encore, then me and yinyue ran ALL THE WAY TO ROW 2.row 2 mann.then energy appeared and sang we are family.ahdi was in kimono and shuwei in a supposedly scottish costume.wah.shuwei wear until like jap sch girl lar!then their dancers all like very colourful..then there was this part energy came and look to our side!!!so cool!!!then alot of balloons dropped from above.i got 3 and gave 2 away.

sylvester sim walk past me again.i went to his seat, stood right infront and wanted to take pic.but my cam take energy until bo batt.arh, too bad.me and yinyue were the last to leave coz we were taking pic of e stage.(X

i was singing like throughout, jumping, screaming, waving my dear orange lightstick.it wouldnt be fun w/o it.i was excited until i hit alot ppl with it.then it almost flew outta my hand once, and i wanted to throw in on stage when energy was talking-just to get their attention.luckily i didn't.after that sitting at the staircase with wads their name(X jiening linwei huiling and they called the real enthu one ferly i think.3 of em wanted to sing and act mv.ahaha.i wanted to take out my light stick and wave, then it rolled into the drain.my beautiful light stick rolled into the drain.but i wasn't sad lar.its my footprints.that i was at SIS on the night of 9th July 2005.

it was a real fun nite, like some great party, energy really grooved and rocked and singing energy songs with energy is JUST SO GREAT.and i didn't cry.though ahdi and kunda did):

byebye security guards.me, your terror has gone home.all e guards were so irritated by me.

book 19.kinda getting complicated.i'm like reading 3 books a day(X

naruto is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO NICE!

chengshan dressed up as kakashi ystd!

and she's like EXACTLY like kakashi cept tt she didn't cover her face.

ahhh!!she's so cool.

::top 5 songs of the year::

1.) yanleideweidao-energy
2.) bianhao89757-jj
3.) fengyunbianse-5566 & k-one
4.) gudanbeibanqiu-oudeyang
5.) sha po lang-JS

::top 4 stress-causers of the year::

1.) Student initiated Assignments-i didn't know they were such a horror!!
2.) ninja-do-grading's too fast,syllabus more difficult.
3.) turning 14.when life isn't just kid's stuff anymore
4.) social life.

::top 3 most memorable new experiences of this
year::

1.) zb sch sports 8th executive commitee.life totally changed(X
2.) i saw energy.I SAW ENERGY.I SHOOK THEIR HANDS.THEY LOOKED AT ME.
3.) probably meeting you?

::top 2 worst classes of the year::

1.) dance-i nvr liked dance:S
2.) odessy of the mind.as bad as project work.

::top thing i ate/drank too much of this year::

1.) beer.im beginning to become a drunkard.

*BASIC INFO OR WHAT NOT*

1.) 1st 2 letters of your first name and last letter of
your last name: jug

2.) Season you were born in: summer?

3.) Grade you'll be in next year: sec 3.

4.) Shape face oval?

*THIS OR THAT*

6.) Gummy vitamins or vitamin lollipops: gummy
vitamins

7.) Badminton or tennis: i nvr played tennis before!how suaku..

8.) Thong or boyshorts: boyshorts.

9.) Pasta or rice: rice.cheeeeeena me.

10.) Lindsay Lohan or Hilary Duff: yucks..

11.) Legolas or Aragorn: aragorn?

12.) Red roses or daisies: red roses

*FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU
HEAR...*

13.) Yellow: spongebob(X

14.) Pimple: white spot with pus.

15.) Bruce: neopets brucey baby!

16.) 7: i think of energy.I ALSO DUNNO WHY?

17.) Blow: bubbles.

18.) Bam: guns.bam.bam.bam.

19.) Trader: runescape?

20.) Forever: forever friends.ahahahahahahahah.

21.) Hot: red hot babe.

22.) Stephen: is stephen a prophet?i think so lar har..

*THIS YEAR, WHAT WAS THE WORST...*

23.) Movie that you've seen: didn't watch alot of movies.i still think bruce almighty is the worst.

24.) Band you've heard: k one.5566 is getting real sucky these days...typhoon.kor?wad e hell are u trying to do?

25.) Fruit you've eaten: not so bad lar har.

26.) Encounter you've had with an animal: some idiot cat squeezed in through my gate and ran upstairs.SHIT CAT.

very different.

i think its not bad, considering i think it was their first time doing movement theatre where the whole story is told in movement.you really could see the effort.the moves were expressive(though not enough)and the lighting and sounds match lar.

the bad thing its too short):

it wasn't so abstract like some ppl who said it was.

i like the backgrnd where they put mulan the chinese poem with the graphics.i think noone realised the graphics were moving LOR.the graphics is nice lar.

then i think alot ppl thought it was so simple and just like hun4 guo4 qu4.i duno lars, but i think some people find it difficult to open to new and different stuff...or maybe just cannot think into the surface(ah.no offence).

but then, can't u see the movements create such a good effect that actually speak more than words???????????????????

theey are so beautiful.

3rd entry of the day.since amandy is still in class, tmr is youth day celebration, and all the project presentations are given a break, maybe wushuang is coming back from her geog project discussion soon, and ok.I AM NOT GOING FOR NINJA-DO TODAY.

i want to go badly..but 1)energy is going 933.and i cant stand the fact that i will miss their interview.and i will nvr concentrate at njd..2)i feel lonely, so i can't wait till audrey comes tonite.3) i totally didn't watch last week's female superstars.not even the repeat.

ok.excuses.i just want a break from ninja-do.wrong time?but i really can't take this stress anymore.

superstar..
m1 is clearly the judges fave.but i like jaychou's jiekou better.nice jacket he ave there though
m2 i keep thinking him of a lifeguard and cant concentrate.
m3 he's my fave(Xand i like the way he sang van fan's piano though the judges didn't like it.small and cute but with such powerful vocals.and a totally fantastic unique voice.
m4 wow, this elimination round will be tough.this guy can sing, is cool.he just totally reminds me of qiu ze.and u know what's his problem?he is everything but connection with the audience.

the school has attachment students from melbourne, tasmania, sichuan?, wellington and thailand.i tried to talk to dear ning in class but she would just reply me and go back to reading her comics..

and loud bollywood music blasting from quadrangle,actually the dance is not bad..

maybe i'm a little:

1. zombie-like
2. yuwulunci
3. empty
4. ridiculous
5. stressed

its not pms this time.

maybe don't try the following:

and u know wad i wanna do...

u know wad i wanna do........cry

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i can't help it..

sad.

pain.

i just can't take the fact this is the reality..what am i gonna do now?what am i gonna do?

i had too much reliance in them.

will it kill me?because i do not have someone so dear to my heart as them.

she bought us cookies from america!

and they are like SO HEAVENLY.

heavenly.

we were having a cookie party at the tiny table outside our class.

after so much anticipation, i am officially 14.and because i do not like the number 13.13 sounds so baby..

and it's such a lonely and sad birthday)):

nevermind.i will cramm myself with naruto later, just to put my mind off.

i love all your birthday wishes, thank u so much guys.

jasmine.adel.hweeyanne.mindy.terri. wushuang.shujun.yixiao.bena. yongyan.nicholas.junwei.theresa. amandy.liulaoshi.kimberly.zhiyi. yueyu. shimin.aaron.shuhan.zhijun.liting. xuchang yenjin.xihong..and urm mcdonalds.(X

and i received shimin's sms round 1.55am and junwei's round 2am.ok lar loyal jas sms me at 12am.(X

some birthday wishes quotes:
have a bloody happy birthday.*pops balloons*
u should grow taller
cheat my feelings
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stay energised and cute!

and i was talking on e fone with adel ystd.I WAS SO HAPPIE.JUST TO CHAT WITH ADEL OVER THE FONE.see-i am easily contented.

and zhiyong bday prez for me?he played baofengyu before i sleep!!!((:and it turned out i had dreams of my kor the whole nite!i am so happy(:i misss my kor alotalotalot.

ystd got meeting tpy mc's.then i went with ny uni.and they said i look toot!and so they wanted to take foto.ok~or so i tot.so xuchang and huanghua took out their hps.and wad.they video-ed me.e whole clip was me looking TOOT.oh.tooted me.

liubei feel better!!

where's the cheapest place u go?
- ?

wats the most expensive place you dined
at?
- hahah..i duno lehz..

did u like it?
- N.A.

any fave pets/animals?
- me likes doggies and giraffes!!

fave places in orchard?
- cine..lols.i needa go more!!

ugliest school uniform u've seen?
- lol..scgs?no offence lar huh?st margs one really rox.

did any ice cream men ask u dumb
questions at
orchard?
- go orchard not often enough!!><

do u like bowling?
- i like to watch golden bowl!!!(X

wat are ur favourite shoes(u dont have to
own
them)?
- ballerina flats!and...pumps.

wat car do u wanna drive?
- pink volkswagon beetle!

do u know creepy stuff about others?
- HAHA?

do u know creepy things abt ur crush?
- (X

do u fancy expensive clothes/shoes?
- sometimes

wat type of men gets on ur nerves the
most?
- ungentleman...act shy.

wat type of women annoy u the most?
- get jealous of girls de girls

which is e worst place u hav ever been?
- it depends on wad kinda memories i hold there.

1. Are you in a serious relationship rite
now?
no

2. What is on your mouse pad?
school doesnt have mouse pads.

3. What's your favourite fruit?
cept papaya

4. Do u wish to be a pilot someday?
no.

5. What is the colour of your pants rite
now?
dark blue

6. Do u have a lot of admirers?
i duno?(X

7. Do u think about your love problems?
wad kinda love probs?

9. Is your hair long or short?
not here..and not there.

10. Do u like going to the supermarket
with your
mom?
yes!!

11. How much is your allowance for one
month?
$80

12. How long does it take for u to fix your
hair?
quite long..coz i need to pin in correctly if not it'll look weird.and i hafta flatten my fringe if not it will PONG up.

13. Where did you last go?
toilet.

14. What you had for breakfast this
morning?
home-made burger.nicce.

15. What you had for dinner last night?
rice..with veg.

16. Do you sleep alone?
yupps.

17. Who is beside u now?
no one

18. What is the last thing u touched
before u went
on the comp?
my hair?i was in the toilet trying to deal with all e flying strands.they look like noodles..><

19. whos the prettiest/hottest girl/guy you
know?
i nvr took notice of hot guys..and there r too many hot babes around..

20. The best feature of the girl/boy u like?
built..

21. The sweetest thing someone said to
you?
XXX. though he actually used it in a sentence to mean its original purpose.who cares.

22. Something you want to tell him/her?
thank you.very very very much.

23. Why do u like him/her?
caring..

24. Inner/outer beauty?
pleasant to the eyes.

25. Ever had a dream come true?
yes.i saw energy.and even shook their hands.

26. Do u like the smell of durians?
I JUST ATE DURIAN YSTD!!!DURIAN SEASON!!!

27. You ever wished you were royalty?
nopes.

doing research of peranakan..and maybe my ancestors were last few ppl who are peranakans..or maybe they weren't!coz we don't practise peranakan culture.

i only have that little of malay blood in me..and im actually very happy im not pure chinese.haha!

e only thing that clicked is that phpps is a mission school..lols.and im a christian.

ystd's superstar was like so many shuai ges.

m1 he doesn't look fantastic..buden when he walk out he just makes ppl melt lar!!like e shy prince charming..SO SHENQING.aiyo..I LIKE HIM!!
m2 first thing, i think he's old.second, overconfident.third, he sang duandian.and i'm very selfish coz i dun like ppl sing duandian unless they can sing better than hins.
m3 he's cute.very cute.and he can sing.very well.and he got connection with audience, good fashion sense, unique voice.a real potential superstar.
m4 sebestian leong.i do not want to like him.but he so kawaii-what to do??and he was kicking street soccer.and HE WEAR JERSEY NO. 14.14!!!and he did guti's trademark back pass.HE COPY MY GUTI!!!lol.ok.he's too cute for both the song and clothes
m5 i admit.i was reading newspaper, so i duno wad he did.but the judges praise him like duno wad..i was like huh?ok lar, he got right amnt of confidence.
m6 we got a hunk here...total please to the eyes..but not the ears..

I LIKE ZIJING'S HAIR.COZ ITS JET-BLACK.

jetblack rocks.and reminds me of my shuwei too!shuwei and the jetblack hair.

blweahs~was REAL pissed during ninja-do.shalt not say why..

i donot have a problem with it now.

i just have problem with people.

dear shujun, i know u are very nice to be accompanied with, but can i tell you i do not like to move everywhere in school in pairs?i prefer to do everything in school alone.ALONE.ALONE.alone.alone.

i was questioning myself, and that trait, is just me.I REPEAT: I LIKE TO DO EVERYTHING IN SCHOOL ALONE.unless ofcoz occasionally i call on a few frens.

once again. i do not need a partner.

sigh~my hp died for e first time today ever since i bought it.coz im the kinda person who will always charge their hp...

library.

haha.i also dunno why i like the library, guess coz its old, and full of history.lol.

listening to my ipod...spent hours like loading my songs yesterday..gotta thank junwei for explaining how the iTunes work!(:

very shuang,the feeling of guessing what fave songs it will play next.though 133 songs isn't much..yarlar.i used up e space le |:

ahaha.ok i shall name my ipod!i got habit of naming everything.lol.i wanted to like name it paris or nicki.but people sure come up to me and say why dun i name it hilton better.

haha.ok lar.july will be good.

jus ended maoliangliang's lesson.yaye.finally gotta hear his "crap" after months.yar.he was toking crap to me again.((:very serious de tell me my hair long le.(Xduno wad to reply..

then he found out i was in zaobao, and tell me that article was lan.haha.wah he very shou until say this kinda thing hor?but i oso know is lan.haha.only maoliangliang dare to tell me only mar coz oths think that i will kill them.lol.

yaye.TIANYUDI now playing.

and i wanna sing..then all e *coffs* t o o t people arnd me will think im mad.

at ninja-do webbie.HAHA.I KNOW VERY LAME LAR.i've gone there quite a few times.haha.they emphasis so much on blacks.bias.(X

we had music today.and mr matthew lim is nice.and we're doing singing so it's even nicer!i know my singing very lan..but u know which grp i go?SOPRANO.AHAHA.coz alto alot of key ranges and i cant read scores and is tone death.and singing sop is fun mann!!we learning when we believe.the song from prince of egypt.very very nice.esp e hebrew part..

gotta go for cca le.

ADIOS.*waves madly*

p.s. slaker's day today.

2.Would you date anyone out of your race?
haha.why not?but then i dun tink we'll click easily.

3.Do you like older,younger or the same
age?
older.

4.Would you date a guy who smokes?
never.

5.Does he have to be rich?
average.

6.Do you prefer taller, shorter or the same height
guys?

7.Do like guys with facial hair?
no.but then abit always can make fun.haha.

8.Name four important things u look for in guys?
special.caring.independence.sweet.

9.Would u date a guy your friend likes or used to?
maybe?

10.Would you want a guy that is or is not
a virgin?
ohmann..so young not virgin.

11.Short or long hair guy?
haha.must keep up trend lar.but not the wrong way.

12.HONESTLY, when it comes down to dating a
person, do looks really matter?
nope.

13.Do you like guys that are built or more
skinny?
skinny.

14.Do u want a guy who would pay for
everything?
first date lar.

15.Do you like guys who are romantic or buddy-
type?
romantic.

16. When it comes to relationship, are you picky
to choose ur partner?
actually i think i am (X

my ahyi just got me an ipod shuffle for my birthday.

it's great.small.pink.

but deep down in a tiny corner of my heart i still want tt perfect pink zen micro.><

i am so mean.coz my ahyi love me so much.everytime christmas, birthday i'll like her presents best coz she'll always buy me the best stuff.things that are useful.and always something i really like.i dun even need to tell her to get what.

i shant complain.BUT iTunes IS A REAL STUPID PROGRAM.

first day of school.total sianz.i enjoyed houzi's lesson best.coz he was funny.and somehow chinese just made me feel totally at ease.

mr tan change seats.i wanna sit at zijing's seat.right infront in the middle.front row.(X

mr ellis was singing mari kita behind me today.and considering his very strong australian accent..

maybe im not so ready to go back to school after all...

i watch tianyudi and yanleideweidao mvs le..

http://launch.groups.yahoo.com/group/Energy_HYYZ

http://mediaserver.iwant-in.net/player/casx.php?GApp=mv&GFiles=energy_heaven.wmv

haha.yanleideweidao when kunda dance for the girl and fall down i almost cried.then ahdi got a constipated face.WAHA.my shuwei still e best.THAT girl is so lucky.ALWAYS yan mv with energy.):xianmus xianmus

niunai cheorographed de dance quite nice.but can see he koped from energy previous dances.cant escape fans eyes one(X.

my speakers got such superb functions.i clicked arena and its like listening energy sing tian yu di in a stadium.SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO SHUANG.SHUAI DAI LE.and yanleideweidao sound so good live.and the dialouge part in women.wo3men2.not women please.

I AM A LOYAL FAN OF CRUZ TENG'S BLOG.coz his entries are so funny.

http://cruzteng.blogspot.com

I made a Quiz for you! Take my Quiz! and then Check out the Scoreboard!

take!

Good natured and easy-going, you take life as it comes instead of trying to stir things up. You usually don't give two shakes about bling, frontin', or the cutting edge. It's all about keeping it real and having a good time while you're doing it. For real.

i tink of have split personalities lar.

tuesday do take down no.2 kept falling.then do e whole lesson lor.and still do not correct.so difficult!

F1 keeping all her power in the body.
F2 I CANNOT FIND ANY FAULT IN HER.I THINK SHE ROX.
F3 her tank top long neckline is so wrong.and she chose a wrong song.coz tt song is like cannot sing one, with all the breathing in and out.
F4 she got no energy to sing that song!i can sing better than her!ben1 is my kinda song.
F5 she is so boring.
F6 all the notes of the song, she like hit the wrong note.she's like jus some average girl going for her karaoke session.

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE
HAD:
1. ninjaahmah
2. ahmah-iishes
3. justi

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE
ABOUT YOURSELF:
1.height.
2.weight.
3.legs.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T
LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. eyes,too small[if not i would have gone specs-less.specs draws attention away from my eyes.]
2. toes.gaps in between too big.
3. hips that have too much fat[i know they prevent heart-disease!]

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1.chinese
2.malay
3.singaporean?

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. mosquitoes
2. getting fat
3. fuzz at the wrong places.GASP!

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY
ESSENTIALS:
1.food
2.water
3.read i needa read.anything.if not i will surely die.

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING
RIGHT NOW:
1. board shorts
2. fake elle tank
3. hairband.its for keeping my long fringe away from my eyes only.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR
MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1.jolin
2.energy
3.ocean

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. 6 colour rainbow-oudeyang
2. glass rose-oudeyang
3. heaven and earth- energy

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A
RELATIONSHIP:
1. chemistry
2. his constant care
3. faith

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no
particular order, try and guess which is
which):
1. i've had hair till like almost waist length
2. im in love with japanese boys.
3. im fat.

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE
PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO
YOU:
1.height.
2.lean figure.
3.jaw.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1.read
2.write
3.cut things.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO
REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. see energy.and hug shuwei.and tell him i wanna marry him (X
2. go orchard with someone
3. go swim.

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE
CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. journalist.
2. tai-tai
3. florist

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON
VACATION:
1.tokyo
2.london
3.venice

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. klaus
2. dylan
3. chantille

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO
BEFORE YOU DIE:
1.get a stead and go get MARRIED and have lotsa kids
2.get a black belt in ninja-do.
3.live in hello kitty paradise.

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. zengxiangrui
2. sebestian leong
3. oudeyang.

i finished geog sia and 2 zuowen in a day.APPLAUSE!!gonna finish my chinese sia later.

xiaozhu is like so freakingly gaoxiao.mofang wuzongxian sing wuding chao xiang!!he should go join kangkang and nono and wuzongxian.

and i learnt something important during the sch hols.very important.

madded me.

i have gone mad.

IT'S COZ OF YOUR FAULT SHUWEI.U AND UR GROUP MEMBERS.

i finished watching juedui superstar.that's why i wanna blog.

m1 has a flat voice which he is trying to hide.
m2 has good looks and good voice and good skills= average
m3 is too much like JJ.and there will only be one JJ in the saturated market.
m4 cant sing for goodness sake.he's just good-looking.
m5 kinda disappointed me today coz usually im always so touched by his voice i'll cry.he's nervous.
m6 has a great potential.he can connect with the audience.he just chose the wrong song today.

ah.own opinions.

and how tiny singapore is con'td version:

entries after entries.non-stop.continuous.

but do not mind me.because i do not have much time to blog after school reopens, when i hafta deal with sucky people with sucky attitudes.

2. You are described as ideal partner, loving
and
romantic. In fact, one of your life's priority
goals is
to find the love of your life. But remember to
keep it
real, too or else, no guy out there will ever
meet
your expectations.
<to
bring you back to earth from movie-romance
land.>>

koped this from a friendster bulletin.
and u know what kind of future i see from this?

here goes: i everyday dream of a prince charming, got $ got looks caring kind loving and all e extras.and one day here comes along a flirt, who has no job, no money, abusive, maybe a drunkard whom i fall in love with.

i slept at 2am las nite.JUST TO WATCH EXTRA MORE ENERGY.

Your Survivor Palau Twin is Ian

Goofy, but an all around nice person. The Napolean Dynamite of Survivor!

Nine Ways to Win My Heart
1. consistency.
2. chemistry[your jokes will never be as funny as mine, but u'll make me laugh my head off]
3. sing me songs.especially me favourites.
4. talk to me about everything.and listen to everything i say.
5. zi4 zhi1 zhi1 ming2
6. sweet talker.[i know some are fake, but well, just pleasing to the ears]
7. lemme outrage his privacy.HAHA.
8. fly me to tokyo one day, and treat me to a hello kitty meal, but me a hello kitty plush and jacket, then maybe go dress up harajuku together.
9. ok.love me with his heart.

Eight Things I Want To Do Before I Die
1. get black belt.
2. get at least one boyfriend
3. wear a wedding gown
4. go tokyo.cosplay and walk down harajuku street
5. have money that i do not worry that i will overspend
6. donate to all children aids foundation
7. spread the word of god
8. play in a soccer team.proper soccer.

Seven Things That Can Annoy Me
1. despos who think they are very SHUAI.
2. despising energy and go gaga after 5566.total irony.[people who like energy have taste.be honest and do the comparation.isn't it?of coz dun try faking u like energy.we fans can see right through]
3. in front of friends, act cool, act attitude, in public, shy like kena sai.
4. ppl who are jealous.
5. ppl who believe hard work is everything.
6. ppl who are superficial and self-centered.
7. people who write long essay blog entries on how they feel (eg: i am sad.so sad until the sky like fallen on me..very depressed.duno why.)URm.they dun even state why they are sad.and come on, those people jus do not have a life.

Six Things I Believe In
1. work smart
2. pure caring
3. empathy
4. integrity
5. god will come
6. ninjas

Five Things I'm Afraid Of
1. mosquitoes
2. any kind of bug.the smaller it is, the more i dislike it.
3. hospitals.
4. grading.
5. se looking men.

Four of My Favourite Items in My Room
1. my desk
2. my bed
3. all my energy posters
4. my hi-fi

Three Things I Do Everyday
1. i think of energy.
2. i eat.and immediately i sleep
3. i read.alot of stuff.and write.alot of stuff.

Two Things I Want to Do Right Now
1. go hang out with adel
2. finish ALL my homework.this very fateful day((:

if the tv cant stop playing energy stuff, never can i get back to sanity.(X

and it's like energy every EVERYWHERE.

and i finally bought oudeyang's cd.which is so nice!it's his voice tt's fantastic.

i love my desk, its the best desk i can have, considering my ever changing mood.

it was once japanese style, so low.now its so high up.and i sit on a real high bar stool.and the bottom of the desk becomes my little corner with my fave things and books.

yongyan kept telling me i will bully my bf until like real siao.im beginning to believe it will be true.

i move SOOOOOOOOOOOOO FAST.

i went to make new specs.my right eye like increase 75.sigh~I TOLD YOU ITS THE WHITEBOARD WHICH STARTED IT ALL.and the dang gahmen never believes.like what tilt the whiteboard 3o crap shit.

anyway.aiyar,considering my siao self, i got a pair that's urm.unique.

cool ain't it?and it's pink!

actually its coz e previous one the photo was not hosted anymore so i randomly picked a template from blogskins.

and i changed template in 5 mins.

ikea's nice.e atmosphere and things there.and especially the food.haha.i totally love ikea's food.

was at imm yesterday..and saw the toyota trueno ae86 that jaychou drove.

and it's a car that's very cool and classy!!..though noone agrees with me):

was being a potato couch the last few days, and some shows are REAL LAME.i was watching this cooking show, hosted by this chinese lady who lives in an angmoh country and that african guy i think is her husband.her specs are so FUNNY and the way she talk..i can laugh my head off when she opens her mouth and stop laughing only when she closes it.i do not know how to describe, i guess it's her tone and what she says.she kept going up to her angmoh customer and say in her high-pitched tone: u dropped ur napkin again!i told u not to open ur legs so wide!

it's like so HILARIOUS.

and this show went: who says the chinese invented chopsticks?[then they show a video of a crane having a fish in its beak]the ukrainians did!yes! YOU CRANE.

oh.i shan't elaborate.just that i'll wear clothes to please myself and not others.

oh that horrid skirt and BLUE top.i feel like a fallen idol.

i feel so much better today.wearing proper clothes.haha.and i was painting with inspiration on saturday!and my paintings turn out really nice.

lol.lesson learnt is that im a horrible monster whose temperament changes every second whenever pms starts.

i'll tell you.

ok.i was kaypo-ing and i found these friends under jonathan yeo

1)zhuoxuan-amandas,lishian,yina's aitong fren
2)jaqueline-yixiao's friend

ok.and considering shirl is his ex-classmate and amandas knows jonathan yeo.

okay.the above is sho random incase some ppl start questioning why jonathan yeo keeps appearing in my entries.

lol, but then again people yixiao wont question.lols.randomnisation again.

yixiao:WE'VE GOT NOTHING IN BETWEEN.tata.

and then musheng and yongyan is ex phpps de.and we're all from xuan!!

see how small singapore is?

2. TWO THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT
YOURSELF:
a. having baby fat on the face
b. no artistic talent.><

4. TWO THINGS THAT YOU DON'T WISH TO BE
a. a fat lady
b. a procastinator-no life.suckers.[those self-proclaimed procastinators uknow u really arent one in ur heart]

5. TWO THINGS U NEED EVERYDAY:
a. food
b. energy.THAT energy(X

6. TWO OF YOUR FAVOURITE BRANDS
a. roxy
b. other brandless stuff

7. TWO OF YOUR FAVOURITE KEYS ON THE
KEYBOARD
a. X
b. (

10. TWO OF YOUR FAVOURITE HOBBIES:
a. i do not need
b. hobbies!

11. TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO REALLY BUY
RIGHT NOW:
a. racer tanks
b. HEELS!

12. TWO CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
a. housewife
b. shopping queen

13. TWO PLACES YOU WOULD GO TO ON
VACATION:
a. no more shanghaitokyo
b. tokyo?

15. TWO THINGS YOU DID YESTERDAY:
a. i ate the double chicken deal from kfc and totally love it.
b. watched juedui superstar!

16. TWO PERSONS THAT YOU MISS A LOT?
a. adelicia
b. energy!!!

17. TWO FOODS THAT YOURE CRAVING TO
EAT?
a. double chicken deal.
b. e mc's cny meal.e black pepper chicken burger with the springy fries.it's like THE BEST MEAL IN THE WORLD.

18. TWO FAVOURITE SUBJECTS IN
HS/COLLEGE:
a. chinese
b. bio

19. TWO OF YOUR FUNNIEST MEMORIES IN
SCHOOLS?
a. i was dancing 50's and good charlotte barefooted and skating on the skateboard
b. tis teacher pulled my ponytail coz i ate twisties openly in class.who cares.I'M HUNGRY.

20. TWO PERSONS THAT COMES TO YOUR
MIND NOW?
a. why bixia tink of toro???i think of shuwei!!!!
b. ahdi!!!!!

21. TWO ELEMENTARY FRIENDS YOU LIKE TO
SEE RIGHT NOW?
a. CHRISTINA?
b. ook.it's guy.and no way am i gonna say who.from charity 6 LAR.

22. TWO COLOURS YOU LIKE?
a. pink
b. black

23. TWO SCHOOL FRIENDS YOU WANT TO
TALK TO?
a. jasmine
b. adelicia!!

24. TWO PLACES YOU LAST WENT TO?
a. bukit timah plaza
b. ninja-do at cc

25. TWO PERSONS YOU'D WANT TO KISS AND
HUG?
a. energy!
b. esp. shuwei!!!!!!!!!!

26. TWO LAST THINGS YOU WERE IRRITATED
ABOUT?
a. MY MUM
b. my brother

27. TWO LAST THINGS YOU CRIED ABOUT?
a. when energy fans cried
b. when i heard the weilian from juedui superstar sing.everytime he sing i will cry.he cant see, but he puts his feelings into the song.u really can hear it.

ok.i am very tired.because i havent been having full sleeps for almost a week.e previous previous nite was so bad, i went berserk and jump up and down the bed and almost wanted to punch until my knuckles bleed.4am.Nth time i woke up.

i think im addicted to the sight of blood.i jus like the sight of blood.represents life.

im sooo tired.i jus couldnt go to sleep.@_@

last nite wasn't so bad coz of the bbq.fell asleep immediately.but still woke up twice and heard tianyudi playing on 933..

i tink liubei and liuchen damn super.in less than a week can plan a bbq.and the food wasnt so bad.liuchen's chicken wing is nice, just that i dun like to eat chicken wings.it was quite fun lar, just chatting.then ppl start trying to teach me to play daidi.lol.ok.at least i got improve.

but i think i was dao-ey again.

1)DAMN SiAs
2)XXX KEPT HARASSING ME WITH SMS-ES
3)HAVENT BEEN TRAINING FOR NJD AND E PHYSICAL PISSNESS ACTUALLY AFFECTS MY EMOTIONS.stupid.
4)HAVENT DONE ANY DUMB HOMEWORK
5)ok.F*** the brother.and the insensitive parents
6)HUNGRY
7)SLEEPY

well, actually the root is just pms.

i am indeed suffering from pms.although im not middle-aged.

i didn't know i am a dao girl.

i wish he would shut his fat ass mouth up.he doesn't have peanuts in his brain.why did my mother give birth to such an idiot.